I know my blog is supposed to be a happy and inspiring place to read at. Forgive me this post is not quite about that. But please bear with me as I was hoping that this will make me feel a little more fueled up.
You see, for the past few days, weeks or months perhaps, I’m feeling a little down. Since this year has started, I’ve been looking for my mojo or the drive to be inspired… in my work or in anything else. I just lost it and I can’t find it anywhere. Recently has been more difficult to deal with. I’m not sure if it’s because my birthday is coming up, which I think has a big factor that I’m having this quarter life crisis. Another could be, I got sick a lot of times this year and my body could still be recovering. And lastly, I’m in a stage of my life where I’m re-evaluating my stagnant life for more than 5-years now and I’m thinking of a different stage of life now. Either way, I’m having difficulty finding what I truly wanted in life or maybe just in my love life.
My birthday will be in few days and I’m turning 28. My golly! Two more years and my age can’t be found in the calendar anymore. Thank God for the months with 31, still can’t deny I’m feeling a little old inside. Eeeek! This is one thing I hate being an adult. Shocks!
I’m really hoping, this will be resolved anytime soon because I never really like drama, especially my own. Argh!